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Monday, January 19, 2009

What is it?

So what is it about you that makes me feel like this
what is it that gives you the ability to do this
why when we talk can you make me like a princess or just a bit of dirt
why is it you still have that power
why can you do this to me
when things are long over
why does it still hurt
why cant i stop it
why i cant i break my fall for you
what the hell is it that you have
what is it that other guys cant make me feel
what is it that pushs me towards you even when you ripping my heart out

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Rocking To The Right Tune

So its near that time of year again for our youth. HOLIDAY CLUB!! and although everyone is super amped i cant help but wonder if everyone is rocking to the right tune.. wonder who's rocking to the gf or bf's tune... who's rocking to the gotta put the right image out there... and quite frankly who's rocking to Jesus' tune... Thing is no matter what tune they rocking to we all got together come together to form one song.. hopefully one that'll sing God's praise... so let's hope we can all start rocking to the right tunes to form a powerful song in 2009!!!

Those who this was written for will understand

Now these things remain faith hope and love and the greatest of these is love.
but when you say i love you
does it mean anything
does it hold true.
you dont intentionally hurt those you love.
you dont chase them away like a scavaging animal
you dont crush them like an annoying mosquito
you dont keep them like a donkey after a carrot on a string.
you are honest with them.
they mean the world to you.
you try treat them like Jesus would have
afterall God is love.
and no you wont always get it spot on
but you try treat them
with the respect and care they deserve.

This Night

Im sitting here in a room that seems empty but its not
im sitting here with God
trying to make sense of it all
trying to see what i've done
trying to figure out why innocent mature and nice is wrong
why guys dont want that
trying to figure out if i've made any difference this year
trying to work through it all
realising how tiny i am afterall
starting to see the big picture again
starting to wonder where He's gonna lead me
and wondering who He's gonna set on the journey with me

To anyone who finds this relevant please realise the truth

what if one day someone does to you
what u do to those who love you
what if one day someone lies to you
leads you on
flirts with you without any feeling
wants to kiss you with no caring
what if someone breaks your heart
like you break hearts
what if one day someone tells you they want to be with you
what if after that they avoid you
hope it'll all just go away
what if someone doesnt take responsibilty
for their actions relating to you.
what if you were the one on the receiving end
wouldnt you just want the truth even if it hurts
wouldnt u want to know before your whole heart is given
wouldnt you just want the honesty.
give them the honesty they deserve.
relationships of any kind involve trust and communication
dont break both
just tell them the honest truth and do it now
before anymore damage is done.

How Many

How many will you repeat the same words to?
How many will be best?
How many will you always love?
How many will always have your heart?
How many will you tell you're the only one for me?
How many will you be madly in love with?
How many are the perfect partner?
How many will hear the tired old clichés?
How many will there be who rock your world and then you break up?
How many next ones will there be?
So tell me how many.