This Night

Im sitting here in a room that seems empty but its not
im sitting here with God
trying to make sense of it all
trying to see what i've done
trying to figure out why innocent mature and nice is wrong
why guys dont want that
trying to figure out if i've made any difference this year
trying to work through it all
realising how tiny i am afterall
starting to see the big picture again
starting to wonder where He's gonna lead me
and wondering who He's gonna set on the journey with me